Another day, more stress

So it sucks having four classes on one day. It's a stress trying to cram all of it in ni one night which I should do but i do do. *sigh* Add that to the other things going on in my life..... Yeah life is quite stressful right now. I don't know how I get anything done. Including this post. I've tried typing it like 4 times in the past few days. Plus the speech i have yet to practice and write that's due on Monday. FYI i have an big fear of speaking in front of people. That and my inability to write should make things interesting. The bad kind of interesting. *sigh*

Well nothing much has happened elsewise so I'll say goodbye.

-Matrim-

Monday

So. Its the first monday of classes. Well i certainly have my hands full with my classes. Four of them are on MWF, and all are in a row. 8:00,9:00,10:20,11:00. My only other class in on TT at9:45. I have a lab on thursday at 1:10. I'm so glad this semester i have 12 hours of work. Yeah. Less money i have to pay at the end.

Its been pretty boring otherwise, abliet for some reason nathan wanted a freezer so his parents brought one down. There is no room. They got in in where the garbage can was but now they have to figure out where the garbage can will go.

*sigh*

But Kyle XY is back. YEAH!!!!!! Now i can finally watch it.

edits later

Insomnia

So, yeah. I've been having insomnia lately. I can't get to sleep. Hence the post this late at night. Well late for me. I'm one of those people called a morning person who like to get up at like 6:00 PM but I haven't been able to lately. It kind of makes me mad. I like waking up early. Ugh. Well off to do something till I desire to sleep.

FYI
Blasphemy by Douglas Preston is a good book!
And Rod Blagojevich was impeached!!! now if only he'd resign or get convicted.

TTY'all later

-Matrim-

Birthday!!!!!!

Not my birthday but my sisters!!! And its not any old birthday. It's her...

21st Birthday!!!!

So we went today to a local SOS office, or as commonly called by a wrong name, the DMV, to get herself her new over 21 license. And now she gets to go on vacation, also specifically why she got her license changed. How lucky is she. I get to be stuck at home. Well I have stuff to do, well want to do, do its all good. Less than a week before I go back to college. Maybe something exciting will be going on there?

-Matrim-

Zomg! I wrote something!

So every once in a while, I get this urge to write something. Usually this urge comes with a really strong emotion. For those who know me, they can attest that I suck horribly at writing. I usually don't like what I write much. I deem it from really bad to mediocre but still bad. This piece I extremely like. So I sent it to my unofficial editor, and I await her response. Once I iron it out after I receive her feedback, I might post it.

Happy New Year!!!!!!

Have a great new year!

New Years Eve

While all of you are our partying, I'm stuck here at home with my parents since all of my close friends have plans that don't include me. Oh well. I'll just drown my sorrows, j/k, in the most wonderful thing in the world to drink. Sparkling Grape Juice! Since I'm not old enough for alcohol i wouldn't know how any of those beverages taste. That and today has been going by so slowly. *sigh*

I do though have plans tomorrow to hang out with some friends. And it will be cold. It is below freezing here right now so I'm glad i have new boots!
As a side note that only a few friends will get. Grey Badge of Courage.
So, it sounds like tomorrow will be great. And i can remember to bring my camera and actually USE it. As stated in my previous blurb, I want to use my camera so i can have more pictures of good memories. Then I can blog about things and actually have pictures to go along with it!

So y'all have a good new year.

-Matrim-

I Need to Take More Pictures

Like the title says, I think i need to take more pictures. More stored memories.

What a long time

My my... What a long time its been. I think I'll try to post more, not that I get many readers. LOL Oh well.

Christmas went great I got 10ish books. Finished off one series and almost another. I got a coffee pot, for the semi-rare occasion that I desire coffee, as well as the stuff that goes along with it, filters,etc. I got a nice sweater. And I got a Statler Brothers CD. Happy day. I doubt that <.1% of the people who will ever read this even know who they are. FYI they are an old country/gospel group. They are my second favorite band behind Garth Brooks.

College has gone pretty well so far, 2As, an A-, and a B+. No surprise that the B+ was in my freshman tutorial, the final was a paper. Yuck. You should know how much I hate those. My next semester should be a bit more busy

Weber and Karfunkel now has a couple new members and is going to get a name change. Maybe something more original. I can't wait to hear a song with all of them.

Well, the rest of break after Christmas certainly has been interesting. Well actually these last couple days. I've been slightly depressed. So what do i do? Read slightly depressing, and good, fiction on fictionpress and fanfiction.net as well as listen to slightly depressing music. *sarcasm* How ingenious! */sarcasm* I've thinking about someone I consider my better half. We are close friends but I haven't gotten to see her/him much on breaks or have any contact with him/her while we're at college.  It's complicated as to why that's the case. Not really but I'm not saying since he/she knows about this blog. You never know when a friend might stumble back upon this. If any visit. We'll basically I'm depressed since I want to see her/him. Sometimes I wish I could tell him/her how much she/he means to me. I feel incomplete without him/her. But sadly that would ruin our relationship, well its a 99.99999999999999....% chance. Well technically that actually says 100% but whatever, let's just to say the chances are slimmest to none. I don't have any feeling feelings for her/him .... I think .... maybe I'm just dependent on him/her. It was interesting, during the one time we met during thanksgiving break, she/he wanted to make sure I had actually made friends and said something along the lines of can't cling to everybody in the past. Kind of makes me feel like he/she doesn't feel the same as I do. Like I said, must be a bit dependent on her/him. It makes sense to me. I mean he/she was slightly dependent on me, albeit it was just academically, unlike my emotional one.
Random note: see if I can get Kyle to take me up flying again. FUN!
Back to my earlier discussion, ... I don't know what to think. Or do for that matter. I... oh well. Think happier thoughts!

So I'm gonna end this before I think of something else to continue with. It's already really long. TTY'all later.

-Matrim-

 

Random note:

Some songs listened to while writing, The Greatest Man I Never Knew & How Was I to Know- Reba McEntire, Sleeping With the Telephone-Reba McEntire and Faith Hill, Go to My Grave Loving You & You Can't Have Your Kate and Edith Too-The Statler Brothers, The Storm, I Don't Have to Wonder, Allison Miranda, & More Than a Memory-Garth Brooks, Telephone Hour-Bye Bye Birdie, Are We the Waiting-Green Day, Walking in Memphis-Lonestar, Because of You- Kelly Clarkson. Everything Good-Gaither Vocal Band,  Losing my Mind-Weber and Karfunkel, Sixteen Tons- Tennessee Ford, You Light Up My Life-LeAnn Rimes, Thy Word- Amy Grant

College Days

College has been quite busy and quite fun. Edits later!

[Edit] Sat. 9:23 AM

Its the weekend!

My Classes:

Mth 112 Calc II Somewhat easy
Chem 111 Gen Chem Somewhat easy
Chem 111 Lab Somewhat harder than the lecture
Csc 101 Intro to ComSci Boring but at leat now were getting into somthing interesting
FRT-01A Freshman Tutorial Fun!

I have to say i love it here.

I got one job for my ESH but its 5.5 hours if i get the hours i want. I applied for another job since i need to get 14 hours a week.